only because you are breathing, doesn't mean you are alive.

最近發現 一直改不了的壞習慣 慢慢地一點一點消失

不是為了誰 而是因為我自己

你 確是讓我改變很多 學會很多

改變 並不是為了討你喜歡 只是想要成為一個better me.

坦白說 我其實滿想你

兩個人 不說話 靜靜地 這種時刻總讓我肯定我是誰

讓我想起 怎樣成為better me

have a crush on him

but am not sure if thts just a curious explore, a jealousy life

do not wish to mix up love and lust

not gna try to define for when i google love,

dictionary.com is always the first to pop up

and it sucks at giving the most precise definition of who the hell knows wt it is

so after hundreds and thoousands of trying to understand

i still am in the way of searching, exploring the meaning of LOVE

the more i try, the more i doubt

is this love.