I won't cry myself to sleep like a sucker

Everytime I fall for the wrong guy
The one who doesn't give a shit
No complains cause I am the one
who shows up every fucking time
Knowing how things are gna be
I still am gna go for it
That's me, yes I fucked up.
So don't cry myself I slp.
If I do I'll die, damn you.
Maybe? Damn me perhaps.